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1.
Waking Up 02:39
[steffenyoshiki - verse 1] 絶望な気持ちもう全部いらないわ 前から苦しみ(を)切り裂きたいさ don’t play wit me (un)less you wanna feel the rage only trynna glow up never ever feel retrained pain been holding me back and it’s been too long breakin the barriers and I won’t slow down takin no L’s from you n I’m finna blast off watch me I’m blowin up now yeaaahhh [calum x - chorus] sometimes when i’m waking up it still feels like a dream I wonder if I had it all would I still feel the same would I be trading it off?
would I regret it all? releasing toxins inside of me should I be worried at all? should I be ready for war? i’ll never know if I never leave [braxton knight - verse 2] all along you never had no love for me oh well life goes on ima see you in my dreams look how we turn into strangers it’s in our nature shed all the layers our souls might crumble like glaciers let’s make a wager your’e not my savior it’s a void inside my heart what I’m missing please keep your distance why the persistence just like Yuno ye her mind is so twisted why you so vicious end my existence the only time i feel alright is when I’m alone at night i’m looking up at the night sky where my fate slowly aligns [calum x - chorus] sometimes when i’m waking up it still feels like a dream I wonder if I had it all would I still feel the same would I be trading it off?
would I regret it all? releasing toxins inside of me should I be worried at all? should I be ready for war? i’ll never know if I never leave
2.
Outrun 02:22
[Calum X] I hear these voices calling warnings they start to crawl in all this noise in my head still revolving painstaking thoughts I’m fallin’ 手から溶け手って 経緯どこまで? or am I stuck here to sit tight while I lose sight of everything they keep on chasing me chasing me all these voices breaking me [SteffenYoshiki] wash away the disarray I’m choking on monoxide diffuse my mind of mystery I’ll wash the wounds with peroxide stoplights are trailing now they fading why does moving forward always feel like breaking no sight prevailing system failing no grip right now I feel like I’m breaking yeah [Calum X] ramping up the speed and I can’t slow down I’m running past my problems gotta hold out no I don’t wanna see them I don’t wanna see 心の声聞こえない振り keeping up the speed now I can’t slow up I’m hoping from now on we gonna glow up I don’t wanna be no I don’t wanna be 過去の悪を殺すべき [SteffenYoshiki] can I outrun this hell? how can I break out of my cell? it's invisible can I do this by myself? でもこのまま 生きてけるのかな? この感情が 重すぎて溺れそうなんだ!
3.
Mirrors 02:38
[calum x - chorus] you never listen don't ever question don’t even think at all caught in a fiction diamonds that glisten where’d your reflection go? so far away caught in a maze you’ve lost your way [steffenyoshiki - verse 1] 鏡の中は分身 現実には見えない 頭の中プディング 別次元曲がり入る seep through glass rooms kaleidoscoping mirrors shadow realm venture out with death dealers unglued n feeling spun step back from where I’ve gone deep down is what I thought starlight so close fallin' up 紙の世界え このまま体験 Open Up 第三の目 自分回復 [awasetsu mona - prechorus] 目の前広がる白い部屋で 出口すらも見つからない 繋がってる無限ループ 螺旋階段は動いてる 体を彷徨うデビルnエンジェル 考えすぎて頭,窮屈 これから深閑に羽ばたいてく 抜け出すために食ったLの感覚 [calum x - chorus] you never listen don't ever question don’t even think at all caught in a fiction diamonds that glisten where’d your reflection go? so far away caught in a maze you’ve lost your way [TAHITI - verse 2] カミ食って頭回転寿司 pressing on the pedal no way i can lose u can spend a week inside my shoes but there ain’t no way u can do what i do オレの真似できね cuz i’m on a whole new mf wave 宇宙人that’s my whole gang i trip i drip i pave the way i got that drip drip drip 鏡trip trip 鏡何も目ね 別次元の問題だけ woke up in the 4th dimension following the strong that my 先生 目が覚めてmax speed engine us 4 新た one direction [awasetsu mona - prechorus] 目の前広がる白い部屋で 出口すらも見つからない 繋がってる無限ループ 螺旋階段は動いてる 体を彷徨うデビルnエンジェル 考えすぎて頭,窮屈 これから深閑に羽ばたいてく 抜け出すために食ったLの感覚 [calum x - bridge] I think I’m searching for a ghost 足いれる死後の世界 Scared you’ve gone one step in too far I swear these crystal balls don’t work 溺れてる幻想の中 I guess I’ll pull you out this time (you got me swimming with you to another place it always ends like this and now we’ve fallen) so far away caught in a maze you’ve lost your way
4.
Haunting 02:28
(steffenyoshiki) my past keeps haunting me blank stares they follow me my path keeps altering the walls are closing in (calum x) I can’t pull the trigger I’m afraid i’m too sad to even run away all these shattered memories look at me wow i’m such a misery even when I laugh out loud I never feel a thing at all sometimes confide with my inner parasite I find every time I look for an escape I sigh i’m a prisoner in my own cage (steffenyoshiki, calum x - chorus) my past keeps haunting me blank stares they follow me my path keeps altering the walls are closing in my past keeps haunting me why does it follow me can’t shield myself from hurt it’s torture (steffenyoshiki) why’s reality declining? everything dividing from me why I feel like I’m dying? the walls are disappearing 心が足りない 本当絶望 is this Armageddon or a reflection of my soul? (calum x) these wounds run deep inside can’t seem to find the answer these wounds run deep inside need guidance I’m scrying (steffenyoshiki, calum x - chorus) my past keeps haunting me blank stares they follow me my path keeps altering the walls are closing in my past keeps haunting me why does it follow me can’t shield myself from hurt it’s torture
5.
Clouds 02:06
[BENXNI - half chorus] 一体なんでなんだろう 悲しむ理由はないのにな 疲れちゃったもう 何もやりたくない今日は [SteffenYoshiki - verse 1] my soul, it leaves, me, no longer burdened. I journey… so deep to seek, what is my purpose? I fade away, (jus passed the sky) there’s no more pain, (cosmos nearby) no more delays, new knowledge gained, unchain the weight, it wont hold me back, [BENXNI - chorus 1] 一体なんでなんだろう 悲しむ理由はないのにな 疲れちゃったもう 何もやりたくない今日は ベッドの中夢を見る俺は自由 空中浮遊 黙ってくれよ俺の事をもうこれ以上壊さないでよ [Calum X - verse 2] dive deep into a fantasy it’s here I feel alive (inside of me) leave from this reality leave it all behind (im out sight) if life was as nice as the heights that I’ve seen I’d be more willing to try stepping on clouds like their rocks up a stream finally I see my way up [BENXNI - chorus 2] 一体なんでなんだろう 悲しむ理由はないのにな 疲れちゃったもう 何もやりたくない今日は ベッドの中夢を見る俺は自由 空中浮遊 黙ってくれよ俺の事をもうこれ以上壊さないでよ
6.
[SKLR] some troubles on my mind but i can not explain you why I’m strugglin 毎日 今もTime is tickin’ 足を止めない 空を見上げる 俺はたどりつきたい もう戻れない We came longlong way もう行くしかないさそこをどけ 人混みから抜け出す 1人だけのLONELY NIGHT 信じてるこれがすぎたら きっとあったかい未来 上げてくスピードはLight beam 心配しないで good night bae [steff] when I break free, I’ll slay, imma jus like rake, in all day I am not sorry, i’m playin, ain’t wasting my time on these bad habits. cuz up and up, I run, the top, I’m chasing, help me bridge the gap that I am faking, can’t be misdirected, by my thinking, best not to give into it, kokokara nigedasu, (Hayaku ikuze) maboroshi, tokete, Yume wo Tsukame, think I’m bugging out, think I’m glitching now, will I make it out this maze? [cal] Life takes twists all of a sudden Can’t keep up like this Fill the pool with psilocybin, Let’s go for a swim I’m getting outta here I feel like All my lessons learned Come when the walls around me fall and I can’t feel a thing All of my life falling I won’t let it hold me Now is the time that I leave fill in the void I’ll be fine on my own, I’ll leave everything here and escape so long

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「esc」は浅い眠りの中冒険する感覚を届ける。

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released September 28, 2021

Mix & Master by Calum X
Artwork by Elena Midori

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