(steffenyoshiki)
my past keeps haunting me
blank stares they follow me
my path keeps altering
the walls are closing in
(calum x)
I can’t pull the trigger I’m afraid
i’m too sad to even run away
all these shattered memories
look at me wow i’m such a misery
even when I laugh out loud
I never feel a thing at all
sometimes confide
with my inner parasite
I find every time I look for an escape
I sigh i’m a prisoner in my own cage
(steffenyoshiki, calum x - chorus)
my past keeps haunting me
blank stares they follow me
my path keeps altering
the walls are closing in
my past keeps haunting me
why does it follow me
can’t shield myself from hurt
it’s torture
(steffenyoshiki)
why’s reality declining?
everything dividing from me
why I feel like I’m dying?
the walls are disappearing
心が足りない
本当絶望
is this Armageddon or a reflection of my soul?
(calum x)
these wounds run deep inside
can’t seem to find the answer
these wounds run deep inside
need guidance
I’m scrying
(steffenyoshiki, calum x - chorus)
my past keeps haunting me
blank stares they follow me
my path keeps altering
the walls are closing in
my past keeps haunting me
why does it follow me
can’t shield myself from hurt
it’s torture
credits
from esc,
released September 28, 2021
prod. kareful
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