[steffenyoshiki - verse 1]
絶望な気持ちもう全部いらないわ
前から苦しみ(を)切り裂きたいさ
don’t play wit me (un)less you wanna feel the rage
only trynna glow up never ever feel retrained
pain been holding me back and it’s been too long
breakin the barriers and I won’t slow down
takin no L’s from you n I’m finna blast off
watch me I’m blowin up now yeaaahhh
[calum x - chorus]
sometimes when i’m waking up
it still feels like a dream
I wonder if I had it all
would I still feel the same
would I be trading it off? would I regret it all?
releasing toxins inside of me
should I be worried at all?
should I be ready for war?
i’ll never know if I never leave
[braxton knight - verse 2]
all along
you never had no love for me
oh well life goes on
ima see you in my dreams
look how we turn into strangers
it’s in our nature
shed all the layers
our souls might crumble like glaciers
let’s make a wager
your’e not my savior
it’s a void inside my heart what I’m missing
please keep your distance
why the persistence
just like Yuno ye her mind is so twisted
why you so vicious
end my existence
the only time i feel alright
is when I’m alone at night
i’m looking up at the night sky
where my fate slowly aligns
[calum x - chorus]
sometimes when i’m waking up
it still feels like a dream
I wonder if I had it all
would I still feel the same
would I be trading it off? would I regret it all?
releasing toxins inside of me
should I be worried at all?
should I be ready for war?
i’ll never know if I never leave
credits
from esc,
released September 28, 2021
prod. odece & octilary
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